been listening to 'kiss goodbye' over and over again now`dont know what got onto me`i rarely listen to song when i on com`

went kbox today with caile`alan`raymond and hongyi`

nothing much happened on the surface`but i do not know what got onto me`felt so weird`it's like im over-reliance on him`i do not know how to say`not that i dont want to say`and the last thing i want is you all mistaken-ing me`how do i carry this message across`i seriously dont have a clue`i felt that im like so 'FAN'`i dont like it this way`is there anyway for me to change`seriously i need a solution`

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sians `and tml gt lecture`arrr!!!!!!